New Moon : commentary .

wellpppp . i finally watched the movie .

this post is just gonna be my feed back on the movie .
 photography & commentary on everyone except for bella , jake , & edward .

WHAT I THOUGT :

im sad to say the suspense isnt as great when you know exactly what is going to happen before it actually happens . so i blame myself for that . matter of fact . . . i didnt like the movie at all . i just dont understand how a book so good could make a movie so bad . i mean harry potter books were reaaaalllyyyy good [ so ive heard . ) and their movies are fucking amazing . ive seen every single one . the special effects are fucking breath taking . & have you seen a harry potter book ?! god dammnn . they are fucking huge right ? & my friend keeps telling me " well they cant fit the entire book in the movie ! " but uhmmm . they can get pretty close to it . harry potter is a long ass movie . twilight needs to be the fucking saame . make that shxt as long as it needs to be so it can actually make sense . i think ill write a letter to the director and the producer . shxt . let me direct fucking twilight . sex scenes everywhereeee . hah ! now THAT'S a moviee .

DAKOTA FANNING [ JANE ) :

she is def. one of my favorite actresses . i mean she is soo young & she's done soo many moviess . very very VERY talented girl . but . everyone went crazy i mean CRAZY when they found out she was going to be jane in new moon . she was doing interviews and magazine covers . like the whole ordeal . i'll even admitt i was excited when i found out she was going to be in the movie . and jane is a pretty intense character . but when i finally watched the movie . and saw her . and listened to the FIVE WORDS she said . i was very dissapointed . all that fucking hype for her 2 minutes on the movie screen . ehh , but in the book she didnt really say much . but still . dont syce her when she only said 5 words .

NIKKI REED [ ROSALIE ) :

welppp . theres not much to say about her . she literally said one word . which was no . haha ! omggg . seriously twilight ?! hmm . but i love nikki reed though . thirteen is my favorite movie of all times . but i know she'll get her time in a little bit of eclispe & breaking dawn . she has like a whole chapter about her . and if they cut that out then we are REALLY going to have a problem .

ASHLEY GREENE [ ALICE ) :

alice is my favorite cullen next to edward . i love how she is soo fashionable and she's not all dark & gloomy like the rest of them . she likes to have fun and throw parties and shxt . in the movie i just felt like ashley wasnt alice . she didnt look like how i would like alice to look . in the book her hair is supposed to be short & spikey , but in the movie she has it flipped out like she came from that 70's show . and then alice is always smiling and bouncy but then she can get really serious . i didnt see that in ashley greene . she's a gorgeous girl though . overall her role in the movie wasnt THAT bad .

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im sorry but i dont have anything to say about anyone else . jasper didnt do shxt . esme didnt say shxt . and emmett wasnt even mean to anyone .  new moon gets a big fat shaking my head . l0l ! anywhooo . i had two favorite parts . the first one is when they went to the movies and mike was such a bxtch . jacob was like duudeee . wtf ? his weak ass . haha ! and him & bella were talking and then mike pissed jacob off . mmm , i love it when he gets angry . & then when jacob was at bella's house & they were about to kiss before edward's dumb ass had to come in and ruin the moment . UGH ! i wanted them to kiss soooo fucking baddd . i was sooo pissed .  opps ! what am i doing . im saying tooo much ! details laterrrrrrrr .

* awee . how fucking cutteee :]

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* next post :

all things edward & bella . hopefully i'll have it up by the end of the nightt . i have a research paper that i want to get out the way before this weekend . soo i'll be working on that as well . THANKS for reading :]

welcome to the whore house .

her voice is soo empowering . i love it . just listen to it . you dont have to listen to all of it . but just listen . i feel like we are the exact same person right now in my life . her with love & me with my crazy fucking lifestyle . but yeaah . listenn .

i love how she's not scared to admit that she took 8 months off for personal healing . i mean what she went through . no one needs to go through that . & now that she's over it shes happier than ever . & i think thats the problem with me . when i want to get over something i expect it to happen the next day . i've now realized that life doesnt work like that . things take time . & i need to start taking my time . i will never be a serious ass person . thats just mee . but i need to fucking focus on more important things . like money . hee hee : ]

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last night she was on snl . and NO ONE FUCKING TOLD ME SHXTTTT !  ugh . i was sooo upset . but here's a skit that she did with adam samburg that is fucking HALARIOUS . enjoyyyyy .

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soo her new album Rated R is the fucking athem of my life right now . there is not one song that i dont love . she goes soo hard . & i know what happened to her was bad thing but . . . god damnnn . im glad it happened . cause me & my bxtches look up to her sooo much . its crazy . she's like the female lil wayne . we go by her rules .

* photographyyyy timeee :

* she can tattoo me ANYTIME !

* if you still havent listened to her album i advise you to download it NOW .

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ladies and gentlemen . for those of you who are easily heartbroken .

i suggest you turn away now .

& for those of you who think they can take it .

i say welcome to the whore house .

he pitched his heart in the shape of a gernade .

she has her bat ready . but she dare not swing away .

a beautiful spanish whore . she keeps telling him te amo .

will somebody tell him what she's saying ?

everytime she's about to leave she puts her hand around his waist .

his soul is crying . & without a second thought .

he whispers back te amo .

she reminds him of his wife . but she's gone now .

and all he's got are those photographs .

it was him & her . she was his superstar .

he gave her everything . just not his hearttt .

another one walks in . more brilliant and more resilient .

she's tougher than a lion . he could tell she wanted it all .

the money , the fame , the cars , and the clothes .

but all he could give her was hard , long , pity sex .

he goes home . and writes in his journal :

" what we're doing in that house is a crime .

and it's getting the best of us .

sex driven killers and cold hearted lovers .

we call it a cold case love . "

he finally drifts to sleep .

he wakes up three hours later in a cold sweat .

the next thing he knows . he's back at where he came .

with no soul in his eyes . he pours the tank of gasoline around the house .

the matches already burning in my hands .

he lights the whole house on fire .

watching it burn . and its beautiful . and its blue .

 he's terrified . but he's not leaving .

he says a prayer to himself .

feels his heartbeat .

and then pulls the trigger .

& it's all over now .

like the last song .

im really proud of this entry right here . i took some of her rated r song lyrics & added some of my own words and wrote about a whore house . if you reaaallly read it and look closely you could see where i used her lyrics and my own . i think people could relate . i thought it was pretty cool to do & plusss i love her album .

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* next post :

everything new moon . its gonna be soo big . i have to break it down into three different post . sooo stay tuned for thattt & thanks for reading :]

i cant go any further than thisss .

* i just want to take this time to say i am SORRY ! for the hiatus . i knew it was going to happen i just didnt know it was going to happen so soon . things have been so  . . . up & down & all around . ive been running circles around my life & let me just say im TIRED . i've realized i cant do this anymore . i cant constantly surround my self with people who have nothing going for them . people who just sit on thier ass waiting for things to happen . yess i like to party , more than anyone that i know . but i just cant do this anymoree . . . i cant keep spending money on these temporay highs . i cant keep fucking up friendships . i cant keep doing these random hook ups . i cant . im not saying this is the end of me going outt . but . i need to calm it down . & focus on the things that will make me happy forever . not for two hours . thanks for listening or errr reading .

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i have a confession .

i have still yet to see new moon .

im not a true twilight fan .

get a rope and hang me on my door step .

for i have shamed humanity .

BUT . when i finish this post .

im gonna watch it .

on my computer .

like a broke bored fucking asshole .

& then i'll start on my new moon post .

*promiseee .

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i found this extremely funny ; she inspires me so much to be myself it makes no sense.

“Music is about bringing all people together, music has no fucking religion, it has no fucking color, it has no fucking genre, it has no politics, it has no money, it’s fucking free.”

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not in the mood to be posting anything elseee .

so here's some photographyyyy .

enjoy :]

* soo cuteee .

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why must you be so distant ?

why must you constantly push me away ?

dont you know i want whats best for you ?

 i would give up my life just so you could get one more breath of air .

but baby i cant go any furthher than thiss .

i cant keep running after you .

the soles on my shoes are no longer there.

i would rather masturbate for the rest of my life .

than to have meaningless sex with you .

what we had doesn't exist anymore .

but on your darkest days .

when you need that one person to understand what your going through .

someone to just listen to all your worries .

i will always be at that borderline where i stopped at .

alwaysss .

fresh black hole .

life is utterly wierd right now .

i feel sooo happy in the heart .

but sooo dark in the soul .

is that a contridiction ?

ehh , fuck it .

yall bxtches know what i want to be in life right ? righhtttttttt !?!? well if you didnt know i want to be a [ journalist / writer / poet / fashion consultant )

is it me or do i have too much shxt on my plate ? oh well , i cant see myself in life just being one . my mind is sooo fucked in the head that i feel i can do extremely well in all fields .

with that being said : ITS TIME TO SWITCH THE FUCKING STYLE UP .

& if they hate , then let em hate , and watch the money pile up .

i wanna be more artsyyy ; the style is soo fucking me its insaane .

all my clothes are all black anywayy . BUT , im fucking mitch oblitey . i will alwaaaaysss keep it chic .
like my bxtch DAISY LOWE :

i would post a picutre of myself . . . but uhmmm . im not ready for thatt .

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soo i decided to give The City one more try . & it was actually good episode . she has like my DREAAAAMMMMM job . living in New York & working for Nylon . gahh , i'd KILL for her lifee . but he freind Roxy is the one who caught my attention . she's feaarless and im fucking with it . you have to admit though the gal is gorgeouss .but notice how she goes to work but they dont ever show her doing anything ? yeaah okay she follows her manager to shoot and parties . but what actually does she do ? when i DO [ yess , this is a dream that im fighting for ) work for Nylon , im gonna go to fashion shows and coffe clubs for like poetry jams and travel to different countries and check out their style & see how they party and write about for the magazinee . i wanna start this journey when im 25 . not too old , but not too young either . i just feel like all television shows are about fashion , be assistants and working for big modeling & fashion companies . im not complaining but i feel sorry for the people who dont want anything to do with fashion when they grow up . i looooveeeeee fashion , but it's not my passion . if someone was to tell me i couldn't write & i couldn't express my ideas i think i would jump off a cliff and dive into a pool full snakes .

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my heart stopped beating when i saw these picturess .

right after class tomorrow , im getting it .

cutting them outt .

putting them on the ceiling in my bedroom .

its that deep . if fucking love twilight .

three weeks & two more days till New Moon .

im no where near ready .

" he's an adorable creaturee :] "

team vampire or werewolf ?

i have never had an obsession as big as twilight . i never thought it would turn into this . when i was reading the book i was in my own world . in my head i was bella . and i know im not the only girl that felt this way . he cares about her more than he cares about himself . they are always blaming each other and its soo beautiful . & how fucking sexy is it that he comed into her room and she sleeps by him everynight while he lays there with her and stares at her . i think we love it so much because it's so far from reality . we dont want to believe that edward is a perfect man just because he is a vampire . we want to believe that mabee , just maaabeeee . our edward cullen is

out there to whisk us away in his volvo . i love the awkward love they have for each other . how he's soooo intune with he even though he cant read her mind . bella does get on last nerve sometimes , but we cant help but love her because she had edward . and ohhhh jacob black . everygirls bad ass . he's like a cool bestfriend who's a immature in such a cute way you just want to rape him . i fucking love it when he gets mad . its sooo sexxyy . i could go on for dayys. but let me just say i will have the BIGGEST post on new moon . from photography , my favorite qoutes in the book , music & the bands from the new moon soundtrack .

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*lmfao ! i literally laughed for like five minutess .

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i want to be reborn again .

i want to re - invent myself .

i want to take back all my blank stares from you and replace them with i love you's . i want to re - cry my tears for happiness instead of wasting them on despair . i never wanted my soul to be this dark , it's to the point where i can't even see around me . the streets are blue black and i can hear the crows singing in the night . you way past overdue for paying the electricity bill for my heart . & even though my soul is dark who says i cant replace it with a darker onee . its a fresh black hole straight out the oven .