what you gona do when things go hazy ?

ughhhh . i feeel so fucking bland dude . its sickning . not to mention the fact that im SNOWED THE FUCK IN . twenty-four inchess . i kid you not . my family is driving me completely insane . i have a massive headache & i know exactly where its from . . . but im really trying to calm down with my nicotine intake but daaamn . when a girl needs her fix she needs it damnit . l0l ! & yeaah im TRYING to switch up the style a little bit . dont mind the pictures on the side . i got really lazy & said fuck it . but in continue little by little when i feel like it . i feel like i eat every hour on the hour since i realized my . . . was late & now i cant stop . smh . all these parties coming up & im over here letting my self go . tomorrows a new day though . as for tonightt . im letting all demons at . here comes the evil laugh : MWAHAHAHAH :]

*i really wish i had a british accent . so ive decided to talk like i had an accent , & use thier slang and stuff to feed my obession . & no its not wierd . . . its not wierd at all .

* i also realized that i need more quotes & photography on here . 99.99% of these quotes come straight from mind . so please dont think im copy & pasting . thats not me .  and i have sooo much useless photography stored up that i want to get rid of . they might be a little old now . but give me a couple post & im sureeeee you wont be dissapointed . & i never realized how much i fucking love fashion . but not soo much labels . im more of a street-chic kinda chick . i'll post some of my favorite pictures from look-book also . its just something new im trying outt . if i like it ill keep doing it .

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your pretty little face is going to hell

if you dont mean what you say then shut the fuck up .

i do my things at night .

i only drink coffee when im feeling a bit dead .

swallow your love & keep it in the pit of your stomach .

theres a crack in everything . thats how the light gets in

for the longest i kept wishing i were dead . when i should have been wishing to be alive .

i cant relate to ninety-nine percent of hummanity .

dont worry about me . ill be fine . what am i looking for ? my sanctity .

what you gona do when things go hazy ?

im sorry . my insecurities ruin everything.

you look so pretty in your grave darling .

                                            

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* i secretly wanna be their bestfriends .

*most of the time my hands look like this

 *but there's one thing im missing . . .

i want this sooo bad :[

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my friend was watching the history channel & when he saw this he thought of mee

& this is why our bond is sooo strong :]

woodstock 1969 .

fucking classic .

you dont even know how bad i want to go back in time .

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with new years coming up .

i seriously want to make a complete turn around in my lifee .

i dont see it as resolutions .

and im not doing it just because it is a new year .

im doing it simply because if i want to live to see 2011 .

i better get it together now .

hmmm . mabe i should start making a list . . .

* & i know what im missing from my blog : MUSIC !

im not sucking my own dick but uhmmm .

i seriously have the BEST taste in music .

like seriouslyyyyyyyyy . l0l !

but my shithole of a computer wont let me download music anymore .

so im waiting for my new netbook to come . its supposed to be for christmas but . . . you know mom , alwaysssss late on ordering things . but at least its coming right ? righttttttttttt . i cant wait !

* i love you alll :]

well the bxtches who read  =P

a shame we are indeed .

i cant stop listening to sleepyhead by passion pit .
the song makes me feel like im floating .
i like it .
if you havent heard them . check em outt .
they're pretty fucking awsomee .
anyywho . its about that time of night where i feel overwhelmed by life .
i cant really describe what happens when i feel like this . . .
its wierd . i've learned to deal with it though .
don't worry . i dont plan on locking my self in the bathroom & sliting my wrist .
well not tonight anyway .
KIDDINGGGGGGGGGGGG ! l0l .
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fashion is seriously getting out of hand . like . would you honestly wear these ?! i bet you could whoop a bxtch ass with these though . haha ! they are kinda cool now that i think about it . but uhm  . . . who's teeth are those ?! and are they even real ? they look real . fucking around with fashion you would neverrrrrrrrrr know .

i swear i fucking love this girl . call her whatever you want . she dont give TWO FUCKS cause she stilllll famous & she still making money . in and out of rehab like it was fucking mcdonalds . her style is like out of this worldddd man . she is living her life the way she wants too . & i admire her so much for thatt . if i could do an interview & then hit up a club with her . omfg . i''d be the happiest person aliveeee . she just on the cover of MUSE magzine with some very racyyy photo's inside . & guess who got the SNEEK PEEK ? ohh yeaaah baby .

* fav ! & she can multitasssk . l0l !

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Rihanna featured in GQ magazine .

& here's her new video hard that premered on MTV today

when i was watching this . & i kidd you not . i did not even BLINK . my favorite part ? mickymouse battle hat standing on the pink tank . BXTCH WHAT !? omg . she is the hottest bxtch out right now . pointblankperoiddd .

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sooo i was browsing other people's blogs & i noticed that they all have pictures of themselves on it . & i come to mine & theres only like two fucking pictures of me . smfh ! i need to stop slackingggggg man . seriously . but . . . im not that photogenic though . the only good pictures of me are the ones when im cheesing my heart outt . i wish i could take serious photos . but i'll start posting more pictures of myself . you neverrrrrrrrr know . a great photographer might peep my blog & wanna do a photoshoot :]

mabeeeeee someone likeeeeee

check his shxtt out . he's the amazing man . with the amazing camera . with the amazing skillz .

http://www.dreeastwood.blogspot.com/

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there she goes again .

walking around with her head down .

poor girl .

they say she hasn't talked to anyone in years .

i heard that she growls at men who try to talk her .

yess , poor girl .

i wonder why she walks with her head at her shoulders .

ask her ? are you crazy ? so she can bite my fucking head off ?

no thanks . my boyfriend won't like that .

wait . . . that's it . boyfriend .

boyfriend ? why would she be sad that she doesnt have a boyfriend ?

look at her . she's fucking beautiful .

a man has to be either blind or insane not to love her .

mabe it's not the man .

mabe it's her . mabe she is the one who is incable of loving .

has anyone ever thought of that ?

no . because us girls are too busy thinking about how she's so alone to notice .

we are such a shame us girls .

with our earrings and our skirts .

yess . a shame we are indeed .

cheap sex & tattoos .

MY LIFE :
wow . must i say things are going pretty good right now . my sleeping scedule is some what back on track . the bags under my eyes still scare away children though . l0l . one thing im really excited about it that my best friend . well she kinda like a sister . is there a word for that ? best sister ? or sister friend ? or mabe friendster ? mmmm . i like that last onee . okayyy well my friendster got a coaching job at our highschool we used to cheer for and she's now the head coach of their junior varsity . pretty fucking cool no ? & of courseeeee im going to be helping out as much as i can . i love cheerleading . im just scared i might do something to fuck it up . i just have to be careful & make sure that THEY come firstt . not my bad habits . once i get some pictures of my little stars i'll post em up :]

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well . i have done it .

i found the two most

BEAUTIFUL men on earth .

yesssss . it was hard .

but i did it .

no , no , no . thank me later .

i have a million photo's of them . but here are my TOP TEN FAVS .

* name : joshua " josh " beech .

* where did he come from : HEAVEN ! l0l , south london, england . which means he has a british accent . can you say IN LOVE ?

* career : modeling . of courseee . & he's also in band . yummm .

he's soo serious looking . i love it . he looks like he would bite you in bed .

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* name : ashley " ash " stymest . his name is ashley . how fucking cute is that ?

* where did he come from : england . & he's the same age as mee !

*career : modeling .

* too fucking cuteee

* how could you say no to a face like thisss ?!

& not to mention they are GREAT friendsss :

* if i could ask god for one thing .

it would be to put me in between them . . .

hopefully one day when im a famous jornalist . i'll meet them . interview them . & stalk them . yeaah . one day . hopefully .

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speaking of good looking guyss .

i wont put his name so girls can STALK HIM .

he's been having trouble w| that lately . l0l

but i just want to congradulate him on his intership at fucking DISNEY WORLD .

or is it disney land . . . ? sorry ! i forgot . but im still happy for you . haha !

& thanks for the ihop . it was veryyyyyy goooooodddddd !
* & you thought i wasnt gonna do it . . . = p

thanks for reading my bloggg kid :]

* & dont be mad at the picture . its cute . i swear !

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 whoaaaa . do you see the HONKERS on that bxtch ?! if you didnt know all of young money was on the monique show tonight . and when i say all i mean alllll of them . they performed bedrock , the newest single of their album that hit stores soon . they are fucking everywhere . its crazy . me & my bxtches were on the phone watching this saying " i wish i was in younnggg moneyyy ! " welll they didnt really say it . . . it . was . just . mee . . . l0l ! & uhmm . did anyone peep drakes arm around nicki minaj's ?!? I DID ! do i have to go over the signs again ?! the one standing next to nicki is shanelle . she raps & sings & dances and probably can flyyy since she does all of that . l0l , she's a cuteee bxtch ill give her that though . she's just short as hellllll .

this would trick the shxttt out of any man . not to mention its sooo fucking sexy . i need this . . . where the hell can i find thisss ?!

i dont know if this is real or not . but i like it . its veryyyy classy .

makes you want to kill someone .

and then paint your nails

;]

chanel iman !

isnt she just the cutest fucking thingggg !?

she had like a 10 page spread in the new H&M magazine that you can get for FREE right in the store . i love her . but i love her shoes moree .

i . would . go . lesbian . for . lindsay . lohan .

* my new background for twitter .

check it out & follow me for all the crazystupidhorrific shxt in my life .

i also post some creative writing & quotes if your interested in that too .

ugh ! coming up with a name was sooo HARD !
i picked marley because . . . well . . . you know what bob marley did . l0l
& doll because . even though i do what i do .
im still a pretty bxtch . always have been
& always will be .

www.twitter.com/MarleyDoll

FOLLOW !

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i havent dont any creative writing in such a long time .

i think its starting to give me headachess . . .

nooo really . im seriousss .

im such a lazy fuck !

but next post . im on it .

im serious about that toooo .

[ * i just want to say thank you to EVERYONE that reads my blogg . you dont even know how much it means to mee . im working on remodeling it & making it look like a reaaaaal blog so you wont be embarrised to be looking at it . & PLEASE let me know if there's ANYTHING . & i mean anyyythingggg that you want me to cover or you just want my opinion & i swearrrrrrr i'll post it . leave me a comment or let me know on twitter or facebook . THANK YOU LOVES ! )