The Black Sheep Times .: you are not an island .

i want to write a short story , but i have no idea what i want to be about . & since its going to be my first story i want it to be something im proud of . soo i've been watching a lot of movies to get inspiration & shitt . ive got alot of good material & quotes that i can use but im still looking for that something . so i set out to go to Borders . you know . the bookstore . but not without going to the thift store first . where i live its called The Village . how chic . & its funny cause the first time i went there . omg it was a nightmare . i couldnt find SHIT MANNNN ! but its my favorite place to go now . i got some cute sweaters , shoes , & belts . next time i go i'll take pictures of what i got for you guys to get inspired to go . it truely is a place to get one of a kind pieces . im sooo over the mall [ except for H&M ) . its like a whole bunch of wanna be robots walking around . fuck it . i couldnt do it anymore .

the man at Borders asked me if he could help me with anything & i was kinda hesitant to ask . . . i didnt want him to look at me weird . but i was glad i did . i told him i need some inspiration for a short story . something with dark humor but also aspiring . he gave this book with a little girl & her grandma on the front cover reading a magazine about guns . he said it had a bunch of short stories that are pretty fucked . but in a good way . i took the book & studied the front cover . they were happily smiling like they were reading the three little pigs or some shit . i looked at the man . & said " perfect " . i dont remember what the book was called though . marijana does horrible things to my memory . l0l ! & on the way to where the reading area was i picked up Rolling Stone with John Mayer on the front . god i love that man . . . i took a seat next the window & began to flip through the pages . i was really into a story about a boy who thought there was a panther in his house when my sidekick began to rang . let me remind you i was in the READING AREA . the only sounds you hear are the typing from people on their laptops . the turning of pages . & the espresso machine . & all of that was interupted by

" SHE BAD AS HELL LETS CALL HER HELEN "

ugh . embarrising doesnt even describe the moment . i hurried up & ended the call . i didnt even know who it was from . some unknown shit . i looked around and said " sorry sorry sorry " . this old man who was reading a newspaper grunted at me . i felt so bad . i mouthed sorry to him & he just looked back down at what he was reading . i know they were all thinking " this must be her first time here . stupid bitch doesnt even know how to put her phone on silent " . i know its not a big deal but , i feel like i disrespected them in a way . but whatever . they're just gonna have to get used to me . i like it there . & i will continue to go . & i will continue to forget to put my phone on silent .

song of the day : Breakeven - The Script .

fucking LOVE this band . this is def. a song that everyone can relate too . & yess you'll probably be replaying this one too .

" when a heart breaks , no it dont break even . "

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SPOTTED .

Ke$ha & Justin Bieber at the Pre Grammy Show .

im beginning to think that dollar sign is permanetly tatted on her arm .

& Justin looks like he smelt the Jack Daniels on her breath .

Benji & Joel Madden & Kid Cudi at the " we are the world " recording .

& here's the cudder with Jamie Foxx & Knaye West .

wow . they let him show his face at this event huh ? l0l

Miley Cyrus , her boyfriend Liam Hemsworth , and Demi Lovato were spotted having dinner out in Studio City .

Queen Gaga & Queen B on the set of " Telephone "

cant wait for thisss .

this is going to be sooo much better than video phone .

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Agyness Deyn and Orlando Bloom play Hollywood power couple in the Terry Richardson-shot spring 2010 campaign for Chinese label , Me & City . The duo " shop , " " cook , " and have passive aggressive looking " lunches " in a slew of shots that display the astounding dearth of chemistry between the two . i found it kind of wierd that Bloom didnt have the shoot with his real life girlfriend Miranda Kerr . hmmmm . well we'll never know . they do seem a bit akward in the photos though . gahhh i LOVE Agyness . her style is soo wierd its amazing .