you are not an island .

i want to write a short story , but i have no idea what i want to be about . & since its going to be my first story i want it to be something im proud of . soo i've been watching a lot of movies to get inspiration & shitt . ive got alot of good material & quotes that i can use but im still looking for that something . so i set out to go to Borders . you know . the bookstore . but not without going to the thift store first . where i live its called The Village . how chic . & its funny cause the first time i went there . omg it was a nightmare . i couldnt find SHIT MANNNN ! but its my favorite place to go now . i got some cute sweaters , shoes , & belts . next time i go i'll take pictures of what i got for you guys to get inspired to go . it truely is a place to get one of a kind pieces . im sooo over the mall [ except for H&M ) . its like a whole bunch of wanna be robots walking around . fuck it . i couldnt do it anymore .

the man at Borders asked me if he could help me with anything & i was kinda hesitant to ask . . . i didnt want him to look at me weird . but i was glad i did . i told him i need some inspiration for a short story . something with dark humor but also aspiring . he gave this book with a little girl & her grandma on the front cover reading a magazine about guns . he said it had a bunch of short stories that are pretty fucked . but in a good way . i took the book & studied the front cover . they were happily smiling like they were reading the three little pigs or some shit . i looked at the man . & said " perfect " . i dont remember what the book was called though . marijana does horrible things to my memory . l0l ! & on the way to where the reading area was i picked up Rolling Stone with John Mayer on the front . god i love that man . . . i took a seat next the window & began to flip through the pages . i was really into a story about a boy who thought there was a panther in his house when my sidekick began to rang . let me remind you i was in the READING AREA . the only sounds you hear are the typing from people on their laptops . the turning of pages . & the espresso machine . & all of that was interupted by

" SHE BAD AS HELL LETS CALL HER HELEN "

ugh . embarrising doesnt even describe the moment . i hurried up & ended the call . i didnt even know who it was from . some unknown shit . i looked around and said " sorry sorry sorry " . this old man who was reading a newspaper grunted at me . i felt so bad . i mouthed sorry to him & he just looked back down at what he was reading . i know they were all thinking " this must be her first time here . stupid bitch doesnt even know how to put her phone on silent " . i know its not a big deal but , i feel like i disrespected them in a way . but whatever . they're just gonna have to get used to me . i like it there . & i will continue to go . & i will continue to forget to put my phone on silent .

song of the day : Breakeven - The Script .

fucking LOVE this band . this is def. a song that everyone can relate too . & yess you'll probably be replaying this one too .

" when a heart breaks , no it dont break even . "

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SPOTTED .

Ke$ha & Justin Bieber at the Pre Grammy Show .

im beginning to think that dollar sign is permanetly tatted on her arm .

& Justin looks like he smelt the Jack Daniels on her breath .

Benji & Joel Madden & Kid Cudi at the " we are the world " recording .

& here's the cudder with Jamie Foxx & Knaye West .

wow . they let him show his face at this event huh ? l0l

Miley Cyrus , her boyfriend Liam Hemsworth , and Demi Lovato were spotted having dinner out in Studio City .

Queen Gaga & Queen B on the set of " Telephone "

cant wait for thisss .

this is going to be sooo much better than video phone .

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Agyness Deyn and Orlando Bloom play Hollywood power couple in the Terry Richardson-shot spring 2010 campaign for Chinese label , Me & City . The duo " shop , " " cook , " and have passive aggressive looking " lunches " in a slew of shots that display the astounding dearth of chemistry between the two . i found it kind of wierd that Bloom didnt have the shoot with his real life girlfriend Miranda Kerr . hmmmm . well we'll never know . they do seem a bit akward in the photos though . gahhh i LOVE Agyness . her style is soo wierd its amazing . 

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ohhhhh just becauseeee . . .

;]

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forreal ?

YSL ciggys . soooo chic it hurts .

hello kitty chain saw .

its too pretty to use .

is this fucking cool or what ?

i dont know who it's by but DAMN !

you know anything in a shape of a weapon is appealing to me .

 Louis Vuitton Garbage Bags . litterally .

i wouldnt wear it .

but its pretty cool .

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In Rihanna's World .

a couple of stills from the Pepsi Smash :

 

whew lord <3

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get inspired :

i love your perfume . it reminds me of death

the glitter in your eyes dances so beautifully .

what i want this much . shouldnt hurt this bad .

life is so fucking boring without temptation .

dear gravity , you held me down in this starless city .

build confidence out of bricks & steel .

if it dont come in a shot glass then i dont want it ,

lord , please save me from the nothing ive become .

a coincidence is fate misnamed .

clumsy ass bitches slip & fall into a death trap .

a honest man has nothing to fear .

pain is only to remind us that we are still alive .

muscles dont make the man .

lets run the streets & scream mayhem from the top of our lungs .

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stop the looking .

stop the searching .

you are not christopher columbus .

nor is self - discover apart of your to - do list .

there is simply nothing to discover .

you are not an island .

you are soul .

a soul that has found a body .

which has found a life .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOB MARLEY <3

she bangs like a fairy on acid .

this past week has def. been an eye opener for me . ive realized sooo many things about the people i call friends . myself . & just life in general . ive also learned that things wont always work in your favor no matter how you plan things . or how you try your best to avoid certain situations . shit happens . just like how it was VCU's homecoming & i got stuck with strep throat . grossss , yes i know . the first couple of days were fucking HELL ! it like took over my whole body . i couldnt even walk up the stairs without getting completely exhausted . but im feeling a lot better now . i still look sickly though . my skin color is dull & i still have bags under my eyes . even though i take a nap like every four hourss .

i just finished watching The Time Travelers Wife . such a good movie . i posted a tweet that said maan i could never be a time traveler & my friend asked me why not ? & i said because his life is crazy . he basically has no control over anything . & then i thought about it . niether do i . & then he asked me if i had the chance to go back would i go . damn . i was stuck literally for like 10 minutes . & honestly . i have no fucking clue if i would go back . i swear ive fucked up soo many times . but , would i give up allllll the good times in my life just to fix the bad ones ? the answer is impossible . but seriously . think about it . think about alll the fucked up moments in your life & compare them to the good ones .  compare them to the times that you've had with your best friend . compare them to the times you've had with your family . you cant . there is no comparison . no bad moment can compare to a good one . end of story .


* soooo i got rid of a lot of songs on the playlist . its just mostly adele & amy winehouse now . im trying something new . i'll leave it like that for a couple of days & then switch it up again .

song of the day :

your body is a wonderland - John Mayer

i cant listen to this song without replaying it like five times .

meeee :]
it was soooo pretty outside .
 i love it when the sun comes out right after it snows .
& the sunglasses were a MUST .
if you saw my eyes you would shut down your computer . l0l !

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SPOTTED .

R&B singer / song writer Alicia Keys got more than a birthday present when she celebrated her 29th birthday . yeappp , Swizz Beatz gace her an engagement ring ! according to reports , friends of the singer , told the press that thirty - one year - old Beatz [ who is currently going through a divorce from his wife Mashonda ) *pausee . Mashonda ?! wow . i'll keep the comments to myself on that onee . anyway , he has proposed to her with a seven caret ring right before her birthday. & since that day they were spotted strolling on a Hawaii beach the day of the proposal , january24. even though Alicia's Reps are denying that she is engaged to swizzy , her friends have stated : "they are currently in Hawaii celebrating the engagement and her birthday . She feels blessed . She is thrilled . She is with the man who has inspired so much of her music and her new album [The Element of Freedom].” & it seems the big time producer is in love with her too . he told the New York Daily News last year :

" what we have is so precious "

 Teenage rebel Taylor Momsen . wearing a short black skirt and smoking a cigarette . joined her fellow Gossip Girl cast members on set in Williamsburg , Brooklyn . she has been attacked by Patrick Reynolds , director of the Foundation for a Smoke-Free America , for smoking a cigarette while walking through New York City . She claims that Taylor's smoke break could encourage her impressionable fans to start the habit . Patrick told Us Magazine : " She really has an extra responsibility to bear as an actress idolised by little girls out there . For her to be smoking sends the wrong message to kids . Evidence shows that stars do influence kids to smoke . " my intake ? bulllllshittttt . if she wants to smoke then let her smoke . she's not even the role model type anyway . i meeaaan if it was Selena Gomez or something then thats when it should become an issue . the bitch wears garders & is in a band . wtf do you expect ?! yeaaah she is young but . we all do dumb things when we're young . here's what Taylor Momsen had to say on being a role model : " To be honest, I don't fucking care . I didn't get into this to be a role model . So I'm sorry if I'm influencing your kids in a way that you don't like , but I can't be responsible for their actions . I don't care . "

 
 

The 36 year old supermodel Kate Moss , showing off her gorgeous legs , was  front and center at the launch show for the line of handbags she designed for France’s Longchamp . the launch party was held at the Ritz Club in Paris .

The model / designer was wearing a black lace Valentino dress & Louboutin heels from the Resort 2010 collection. Kate has chosen to wear a shorter version of this dress . & i dont blame her ! The british catwalk cutie was in high spirits [ must have been the coke ) as she said of the venture with the leather and luxury goods company : “ We get on well together . It was a fabulous opportunity for me . ”

here are some samples from her linee :

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For those of you who watch the Secret Life of the American Teenager & think bad boy Daren Kagasoff [ Ricky ) is tooo fucking sexy for words . then indulge your self in his photoshoot for Calvin Klien .

he reminds me soo much of James Franco .

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Whitney Port from MTV's The City coming out with her new line Whitney Eve .

its not out yet but here are some of her looks .

- that last picture did it for mee . . .

im sorry guys but i dont like it .

its like country girl goes to the beach .

& the sad thing is

SHE DOESNT EVEN DRESS LIKE THIS !

chick's got amazing style .

i was actually looking forward to her line .

untill i saw it .

poor Whit .

mabe next season .

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just a couple of Lohan photos i need to get rid of .

:]

she's growing on you isnt she ?!

she looks like a 35 year old stressed out laywer right here . l0l !

& dont even get me started on the blazer .

its too amazing .

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ugh . i really need to get my lookbook together .

i used to LOVE taking pictures .

but now im either too lazy or im in a rush to get where im going .

smh . anywayyyyyyy .

get inspired .

she's got skeletons in her cupboard . right next to the sugar .

we've learned to make a living . but not a life . we've added years to life . but not life to years .

i have the right to pursue happiness . now move the fuck out my way & let me pursue it .

you can love the money . but the money dont love you . cause money aint got no heart . & money aint got no soul .

papa was a rolling stone & his daughter developed the habit .

& somehow i always knew it'd be like thisss .

life is a long road . & the journey is the destination .

a person who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new .

*THAT BAG !

never hisitate to live in the moment .

its not faith if your using your eyes .

the best way to predict your future is to create it .

you have two options : love me . or leave me alone .

we're laying here together because we're not ment to be standing somewhere else .

smooth seas dont make skillful sailors my dear .

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new & improved photography .

- i like pictures of :
fashionable people getting fucked up .
indie chicks smoking ciggs .
& tattoos .
wierd i know .
but whatever .

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why is she the first girl i notice when i walk into the party ?

why did she spend her pay check on alcohol & speed ?

& why the fuck cant she remeber what she did yesterday ?

i tried helping her up but all she does is fall back down .

i keep looking around to see if any of her friends are around .

but once again they ditched her to go smoke weed in the backroom .

damn . she's gorgeous even when she's unconsious .

shit . she hurled all over my new nikes .

someone needs to help her to the bathroom . or better yet take her home .

but if anyone is going to do it , its going to be me .

watching her puke up the nothing she ate in the toilet was oddley beautiful .

& i can't stop staring at her ass .

god damn hormones got me thinking she bangs like a fairy on acid .