lost all meaning of life .

have you ever noticed when you say you hate somebody soo muchh . & you say you want nothing

to do with them . you curse the ground he walks on . you dont see him for a year and then everything

changes . you forget who he is and everything that reminds you of him . delete all the pictures and store all

the memories you have of him in the back of your mind in a storage box that says forgett . and thats when

you feel your finally happy . thats when you feel you've got everything in control . but all in all your just living

in a sceret society . because everyone knows your not in control but you . & all it takes is one phone call , you

hear hello and you've lost your breath . along with your pride , your morals , & your soul . you want to ask 

million questions but you cant because if you do you might as well just hang up . you end the last few minutes

with " thanks for calling , i really appreciate it . " and then he gives you a promise from the devil saying he'll

keep in touch and you give a cute little laugh but it really sounds like crying and sayy " alrightt duude , byee . "

& hang up the phonee . you lay back on the bed and close your eyes & in that very moment you

know that you've lost all meaning of life .

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some lovely ways of fuck you :

* take a shot of my ass pleassee . phaha !

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rihanna & katy perry : fashion week at Jean Paul Gaultier show .

at another fashion show :

* i would shoot the man of my dreams for these .

[ no really , i would . )