The Black Sheep Times .: she bangs like a fairy on acid .

this past week has def. been an eye opener for me . ive realized sooo many things about the people i call friends . myself . & just life in general . ive also learned that things wont always work in your favor no matter how you plan things . or how you try your best to avoid certain situations . shit happens . just like how it was VCU's homecoming & i got stuck with strep throat . grossss , yes i know . the first couple of days were fucking HELL ! it like took over my whole body . i couldnt even walk up the stairs without getting completely exhausted . but im feeling a lot better now . i still look sickly though . my skin color is dull & i still have bags under my eyes . even though i take a nap like every four hourss .

i just finished watching The Time Travelers Wife . such a good movie . i posted a tweet that said maan i could never be a time traveler & my friend asked me why not ? & i said because his life is crazy . he basically has no control over anything . & then i thought about it . niether do i . & then he asked me if i had the chance to go back would i go . damn . i was stuck literally for like 10 minutes . & honestly . i have no fucking clue if i would go back . i swear ive fucked up soo many times . but , would i give up allllll the good times in my life just to fix the bad ones ? the answer is impossible . but seriously . think about it . think about alll the fucked up moments in your life & compare them to the good ones . compare them to the times that you've had with your best friend . compare them to the times you've had with your family . you cant . there is no comparison . no bad moment can compare to a good one . end of story .

* soooo i got rid of a lot of songs on the playlist . its just mostly adele & amy winehouse now . im trying something new . i'll leave it like that for a couple of days & then switch it up again .

song of the day :

your body is a wonderland - John Mayer

i cant listen to this song without replaying it like five times .

meeee :]
it was soooo pretty outside .
i love it when the sun comes out right after it snows .
& the sunglasses were a MUST .
if you saw my eyes you would shut down your computer . l0l !

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SPOTTED .

R&B singer / song writer Alicia Keys got more than a birthday present when she celebrated her 29th birthday . yeappp , Swizz Beatz gace her an engagement ring ! according to reports , friends of the singer , told the press that thirty - one year - old Beatz [ who is currently going through a divorce from his wife Mashonda ) *pausee . Mashonda ?! wow . i'll keep the comments to myself on that onee . anyway , he has proposed to her with a seven caret ring right before her birthday. & since that day they were spotted strolling on a Hawaii beach the day of the proposal , january24. even though Alicia's Reps are denying that she is engaged to swizzy , her friends have stated : "they are currently in Hawaii celebrating the engagement and her birthday . She feels blessed . She is thrilled . She is with the man who has inspired so much of her music and her new album [The Element of Freedom].” & it seems the big time producer is in love with her too . he told the New York Daily News last year :

" what we have is so precious "

Teenage rebel Taylor Momsen . wearing a short black skirt and smoking a cigarette . joined her fellow Gossip Girl cast members on set in Williamsburg , Brooklyn . she has been attacked by Patrick Reynolds , director of the Foundation for a Smoke-Free America , for smoking a cigarette while walking through New York City . She claims that Taylor's smoke break could encourage her impressionable fans to start the habit . Patrick told Us Magazine : " She really has an extra responsibility to bear as an actress idolised by little girls out there . For her to be smoking sends the wrong message to kids . Evidence shows that stars do influence kids to smoke . " my intake ? bulllllshittttt . if she wants to smoke then let her smoke . she's not even the role model type anyway . i meeaaan if it was Selena Gomez or something then thats when it should become an issue . the bitch wears garders & is in a band . wtf do you expect ?! yeaaah she is young but . we all do dumb things when we're young . here's what Taylor Momsen had to say on being a role model : " To be honest, I don't fucking care . I didn't get into this to be a role model . So I'm sorry if I'm influencing your kids in a way that you don't like , but I can't be responsible for their actions . I don't care . "

The 36 year old supermodel Kate Moss , showing off her gorgeous legs , was front and center at the launch show for the line of handbags she designed for France’s Longchamp . the launch party was held at the Ritz Club in Paris .

The model / designer was wearing a black lace Valentino dress & Louboutin heels from the Resort 2010 collection. Kate has chosen to wear a shorter version of this dress . & i dont blame her ! The british catwalk cutie was in high spirits [ must have been the coke ) as she said of the venture with the leather and luxury goods company : “ We get on well together . It was a fabulous opportunity for me . ”

here are some samples from her linee :

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For those of you who watch the Secret Life of the American Teenager & think bad boy Daren Kagasoff [ Ricky ) is tooo fucking sexy for words . then indulge your self in his photoshoot for Calvin Klien .

he reminds me soo much of James Franco .

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Whitney Port from MTV's The City coming out with her new line Whitney Eve .

its not out yet but here are some of her looks .

- that last picture did it for mee . . .

im sorry guys but i dont like it .

its like country girl goes to the beach .

& the sad thing is

SHE DOESNT EVEN DRESS LIKE THIS !

chick's got amazing style .

i was actually looking forward to her line .

untill i saw it .

poor Whit .

mabe next season .

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just a couple of Lohan photos i need to get rid of .

she's growing on you isnt she ?!

she looks like a 35 year old stressed out laywer right here . l0l !

& dont even get me started on the blazer .

its too amazing .

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ugh . i really need to get my lookbook together .

i used to LOVE taking pictures .

but now im either too lazy or im in a rush to get where im going .

smh . anywayyyyyyy .

get inspired .

she's got skeletons in her cupboard . right next to the sugar .

we've learned to make a living . but not a life . we've added years to life . but not life to years .

i have the right to pursue happiness . now move the fuck out my way & let me pursue it .

you can love the money . but the money dont love you . cause money aint got no heart . & money aint got no soul .

papa was a rolling stone & his daughter developed the habit .

& somehow i always knew it'd be like thisss .

life is a long road . & the journey is the destination .

a person who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new .

*THAT BAG !

never hisitate to live in the moment .

its not faith if your using your eyes .

the best way to predict your future is to create it .

you have two options : love me . or leave me alone .

we're laying here together because we're not ment to be standing somewhere else .

smooth seas dont make skillful sailors my dear .

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new & improved photography .

- i like pictures of :
fashionable people getting fucked up .
indie chicks smoking ciggs .
& tattoos .
wierd i know .
but whatever .