she bangs like a fairy on acid .

this past week has def. been an eye opener for me . ive realized sooo many things about the people i call friends . myself . & just life in general . ive also learned that things wont always work in your favor no matter how you plan things . or how you try your best to avoid certain situations . shit happens . just like how it was VCU's homecoming & i got stuck with strep throat . grossss , yes i know . the first couple of days were fucking HELL ! it like took over my whole body . i couldnt even walk up the stairs without getting completely exhausted . but im feeling a lot better now . i still look sickly though . my skin color is dull & i still have bags under my eyes . even though i take a nap like every four hourss .

i just finished watching The Time Travelers Wife . such a good movie . i posted a tweet that said maan i could never be a time traveler & my friend asked me why not ? & i said because his life is crazy . he basically has no control over anything . & then i thought about it . niether do i . & then he asked me if i had the chance to go back would i go . damn . i was stuck literally for like 10 minutes . & honestly . i have no fucking clue if i would go back . i swear ive fucked up soo many times . but , would i give up allllll the good times in my life just to fix the bad ones ? the answer is impossible . but seriously . think about it . think about alll the fucked up moments in your life & compare them to the good ones .  compare them to the times that you've had with your best friend . compare them to the times you've had with your family . you cant . there is no comparison . no bad moment can compare to a good one . end of story .


* soooo i got rid of a lot of songs on the playlist . its just mostly adele & amy winehouse now . im trying something new . i'll leave it like that for a couple of days & then switch it up again .

song of the day :

your body is a wonderland - John Mayer

i cant listen to this song without replaying it like five times .

meeee :]
it was soooo pretty outside .
 i love it when the sun comes out right after it snows .
& the sunglasses were a MUST .
if you saw my eyes you would shut down your computer . l0l !

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SPOTTED .

R&B singer / song writer Alicia Keys got more than a birthday present when she celebrated her 29th birthday . yeappp , Swizz Beatz gace her an engagement ring ! according to reports , friends of the singer , told the press that thirty - one year - old Beatz [ who is currently going through a divorce from his wife Mashonda ) *pausee . Mashonda ?! wow . i'll keep the comments to myself on that onee . anyway , he has proposed to her with a seven caret ring right before her birthday. & since that day they were spotted strolling on a Hawaii beach the day of the proposal , january24. even though Alicia's Reps are denying that she is engaged to swizzy , her friends have stated : "they are currently in Hawaii celebrating the engagement and her birthday . She feels blessed . She is thrilled . She is with the man who has inspired so much of her music and her new album [The Element of Freedom].” & it seems the big time producer is in love with her too . he told the New York Daily News last year :

" what we have is so precious "

 Teenage rebel Taylor Momsen . wearing a short black skirt and smoking a cigarette . joined her fellow Gossip Girl cast members on set in Williamsburg , Brooklyn . she has been attacked by Patrick Reynolds , director of the Foundation for a Smoke-Free America , for smoking a cigarette while walking through New York City . She claims that Taylor's smoke break could encourage her impressionable fans to start the habit . Patrick told Us Magazine : " She really has an extra responsibility to bear as an actress idolised by little girls out there . For her to be smoking sends the wrong message to kids . Evidence shows that stars do influence kids to smoke . " my intake ? bulllllshittttt . if she wants to smoke then let her smoke . she's not even the role model type anyway . i meeaaan if it was Selena Gomez or something then thats when it should become an issue . the bitch wears garders & is in a band . wtf do you expect ?! yeaaah she is young but . we all do dumb things when we're young . here's what Taylor Momsen had to say on being a role model : " To be honest, I don't fucking care . I didn't get into this to be a role model . So I'm sorry if I'm influencing your kids in a way that you don't like , but I can't be responsible for their actions . I don't care . "

 
 

The 36 year old supermodel Kate Moss , showing off her gorgeous legs , was  front and center at the launch show for the line of handbags she designed for France’s Longchamp . the launch party was held at the Ritz Club in Paris .

The model / designer was wearing a black lace Valentino dress & Louboutin heels from the Resort 2010 collection. Kate has chosen to wear a shorter version of this dress . & i dont blame her ! The british catwalk cutie was in high spirits [ must have been the coke ) as she said of the venture with the leather and luxury goods company : “ We get on well together . It was a fabulous opportunity for me . ”

here are some samples from her linee :

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For those of you who watch the Secret Life of the American Teenager & think bad boy Daren Kagasoff [ Ricky ) is tooo fucking sexy for words . then indulge your self in his photoshoot for Calvin Klien .

he reminds me soo much of James Franco .

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Whitney Port from MTV's The City coming out with her new line Whitney Eve .

its not out yet but here are some of her looks .

- that last picture did it for mee . . .

im sorry guys but i dont like it .

its like country girl goes to the beach .

& the sad thing is

SHE DOESNT EVEN DRESS LIKE THIS !

chick's got amazing style .

i was actually looking forward to her line .

untill i saw it .

poor Whit .

mabe next season .

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just a couple of Lohan photos i need to get rid of .

:]

she's growing on you isnt she ?!

she looks like a 35 year old stressed out laywer right here . l0l !

& dont even get me started on the blazer .

its too amazing .

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ugh . i really need to get my lookbook together .

i used to LOVE taking pictures .

but now im either too lazy or im in a rush to get where im going .

smh . anywayyyyyyy .

get inspired .

she's got skeletons in her cupboard . right next to the sugar .

we've learned to make a living . but not a life . we've added years to life . but not life to years .

i have the right to pursue happiness . now move the fuck out my way & let me pursue it .

you can love the money . but the money dont love you . cause money aint got no heart . & money aint got no soul .

papa was a rolling stone & his daughter developed the habit .

& somehow i always knew it'd be like thisss .

life is a long road . & the journey is the destination .

a person who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new .

*THAT BAG !

never hisitate to live in the moment .

its not faith if your using your eyes .

the best way to predict your future is to create it .

you have two options : love me . or leave me alone .

we're laying here together because we're not ment to be standing somewhere else .

smooth seas dont make skillful sailors my dear .

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new & improved photography .

- i like pictures of :
fashionable people getting fucked up .
indie chicks smoking ciggs .
& tattoos .
wierd i know .
but whatever .

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why is she the first girl i notice when i walk into the party ?

why did she spend her pay check on alcohol & speed ?

& why the fuck cant she remeber what she did yesterday ?

i tried helping her up but all she does is fall back down .

i keep looking around to see if any of her friends are around .

but once again they ditched her to go smoke weed in the backroom .

damn . she's gorgeous even when she's unconsious .

shit . she hurled all over my new nikes .

someone needs to help her to the bathroom . or better yet take her home .

but if anyone is going to do it , its going to be me .

watching her puke up the nothing she ate in the toilet was oddley beautiful .

& i can't stop staring at her ass .

god damn hormones got me thinking she bangs like a fairy on acid .

fresh black hole .

life is utterly wierd right now .

i feel sooo happy in the heart .

but sooo dark in the soul .

is that a contridiction ?

ehh , fuck it .

yall bxtches know what i want to be in life right ? righhtttttttt !?!? well if you didnt know i want to be a [ journalist / writer / poet / fashion consultant )

is it me or do i have too much shxt on my plate ? oh well , i cant see myself in life just being one . my mind is sooo fucked in the head that i feel i can do extremely well in all fields .

with that being said : ITS TIME TO SWITCH THE FUCKING STYLE UP .

& if they hate , then let em hate , and watch the money pile up .

i wanna be more artsyyy ; the style is soo fucking me its insaane .

all my clothes are all black anywayy . BUT , im fucking mitch oblitey . i will alwaaaaysss keep it chic .
like my bxtch DAISY LOWE :

i would post a picutre of myself . . . but uhmmm . im not ready for thatt .

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soo i decided to give The City one more try . & it was actually good episode . she has like my DREAAAAMMMMM job . living in New York & working for Nylon . gahh , i'd KILL for her lifee . but he freind Roxy is the one who caught my attention . she's feaarless and im fucking with it . you have to admit though the gal is gorgeouss .but notice how she goes to work but they dont ever show her doing anything ? yeaah okay she follows her manager to shoot and parties . but what actually does she do ? when i DO [ yess , this is a dream that im fighting for ) work for Nylon , im gonna go to fashion shows and coffe clubs for like poetry jams and travel to different countries and check out their style & see how they party and write about for the magazinee . i wanna start this journey when im 25 . not too old , but not too young either . i just feel like all television shows are about fashion , be assistants and working for big modeling & fashion companies . im not complaining but i feel sorry for the people who dont want anything to do with fashion when they grow up . i looooveeeeee fashion , but it's not my passion . if someone was to tell me i couldn't write & i couldn't express my ideas i think i would jump off a cliff and dive into a pool full snakes .

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my heart stopped beating when i saw these picturess .

right after class tomorrow , im getting it .

cutting them outt .

putting them on the ceiling in my bedroom .

its that deep . if fucking love twilight .

three weeks & two more days till New Moon .

im no where near ready .

" he's an adorable creaturee :] "

team vampire or werewolf ?

i have never had an obsession as big as twilight . i never thought it would turn into this . when i was reading the book i was in my own world . in my head i was bella . and i know im not the only girl that felt this way . he cares about her more than he cares about himself . they are always blaming each other and its soo beautiful . & how fucking sexy is it that he comed into her room and she sleeps by him everynight while he lays there with her and stares at her . i think we love it so much because it's so far from reality . we dont want to believe that edward is a perfect man just because he is a vampire . we want to believe that mabee , just maaabeeee . our edward cullen is

out there to whisk us away in his volvo . i love the awkward love they have for each other . how he's soooo intune with he even though he cant read her mind . bella does get on last nerve sometimes , but we cant help but love her because she had edward . and ohhhh jacob black . everygirls bad ass . he's like a cool bestfriend who's a immature in such a cute way you just want to rape him . i fucking love it when he gets mad . its sooo sexxyy . i could go on for dayys. but let me just say i will have the BIGGEST post on new moon . from photography , my favorite qoutes in the book , music & the bands from the new moon soundtrack .

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*lmfao ! i literally laughed for like five minutess .

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i want to be reborn again .

i want to re - invent myself .

i want to take back all my blank stares from you and replace them with i love you's . i want to re - cry my tears for happiness instead of wasting them on despair . i never wanted my soul to be this dark , it's to the point where i can't even see around me . the streets are blue black and i can hear the crows singing in the night . you way past overdue for paying the electricity bill for my heart . & even though my soul is dark who says i cant replace it with a darker onee . its a fresh black hole straight out the oven .