say hello to the angels & demons .

woke up this morning with a tummy ache & a huge headachee . ugh , the worst combination . sooo last night me & my two friends went to LePearl . [ its a little gogo club in Maryland for those who dont know . ) & we had sooo much fun . i love it when i meet someone & we hit if off itsantly . me & her just laugh & giggle alll the time . the first time we were on the phone we talked for like two hours about anything & everything . she's just got that trusting soul . i feel like i can tell her anything & she wont judge me . we need more people like her in the world . unfortunatley she's going back to school & this is her last weekend here :[

* anywho . met a cute guy last night . he's reaaaaallllyyyyy funny . & he constantly tells me how pretty & beautiful i am . but there's two problems . im older than him . even though he looks older than mee .  & he lives in maryland . another sad facee :[ but who knowssss . things might work outt .

[ but he doesn't take my mind off from the the one that i want . . . )

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Chelsea Handler from Chelsea Lately is coming out with a new book called Chelsea Chelsea Bang Bang . i think its gonna be a great book . i really need to start reading more anyway . i used to read all the time back when i was "smart" so my mother says . but ill pick back up soon enough . i fucking love chelsea though . she's like me 20 years from now . her sarcasm is motherfucking halarious . & when her & chewy go at it i almost piss myself . not to mention she's a journalist too . so i watch her show to find out the juicyyyyy secrets from the celebs . gahhh i love her mean ass :]

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In Rihanna's World .

here's her having a fun time in Cabo with Matt Kemp .

* she's tooo cutee .

* word on the street is she's not dating Matt Kemp .

Here is the EXACT quote from Matt's agent, Dave Stewart:

"I think [saying Matt and Rihanna are] dating might be a stretch at this point. They are in Cabo, but past that they are just good friends, and I don't think we can label it as anything other than friendship right now.

 

basically he's saying . don't make shit what it aint . they not together , she's just fucking him . Just because they spent a whole week in Cabo together doesn't mean they're dating .

 

*even though this looks like "dating" to mee .

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i dont care if you're black . white . asian . an alien . what the fuck ever . this is your favorite song right now . butttttttttt . did you know that she straight up STOLE her voice , style & beat from uffie ?! when i first heard her i swore up & down it was uffie . but then i found out that it wasn't . hmmmm . lets compare the twoo .

 

Ke$sha - tik tok .

*now the party dont start till i walk in :]

 

Uffie - Pop the glock .

 

 

Uffie - first love .

 

*one my favorite songs . looove this bxtch :]

 

i still love TikTok dont get me wrong . but there's only one Uffie . she thought no one would notice cause a lot of people dont know who uffie is & if she put a little beachy party flavor to it . psshhhh , CAUGHT YA BXTCH ! hehe .

 

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get inspired .

 

baby , you're due for an awakening .

we are the fuck ups , the let downs , & everything in between .

we are soo broken . non repleable . un fixable . & unbelieveable .

the worst has yet to come .

the only thing that's on my mind is how it's all going to end .

she is set to self - destruct .

scan . pin point . destroy . repeat .

* i'd kill for these shoess .

life is just a chance to grow a soul .

i woke up expecting something to happen . & what did i get . nothing .

  in my mind . nothing is simplified .

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* here's some photography . look at em . use em . make em your background . make them your screen saver . masterbate too em . i dont give a fuck . they're there for you .

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say hello to the angels & demons .
cause the way you're living . you'll get there first .
but dont hold back from life .
not now . not ever .
give it your everything . or give it nothing at all .