black tears running from my eyes .

i feel like i havent blogged in forever .  & once again cheerleading has taken over my life . coaching is sooo time consuming . but i love it . no matter how much the little fuckers piss me off . & yesterday made me realize that age isnt just a number . it's a state of mind . you act as old as you think you are . [ if that makes sense . . . ) so if your thirty-five . & you dont think thats old at all . then you will act like a child . simple physchology . & im still a little bummed about the situation with the "boy thats always on my mind" . wouldn't shit be great if he thought about me eveytime i thought about him ?! ehh , but i know it doesnt work like thatt . but i think all this waiting & separation must mean something good about to happen . i mean good things come to those who wait right ? mabe ? i dont fucking know .

* here's something i found that reminded me of cheerleading SO MUCH !

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i know im a little late on this but i just found this outt & i had to blog about it . sooo we all know kanye's an asshole . it flows through his vains , but on NYE him , amber rose , & his cousin helped serve food to the homeless . i thought this was very selfless & adorablee .

& it gave me a chance to do some amber rose spam . i love this chick right here . & i love her with kanye . i dont see him with any other girl .

newcomer to the BAD BALD CLUB : megan fox .

shaved her head for a new movie role .

she's still fucking gorgeous .

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speakingggg of cute couples . Katy Perry & Russell Brand have recently announced thier engagement after four months of dating . i love them together alsoo . he's soo funny & she's soo quirky they're just a match made in heaven .

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& how could i forget one of the most famous couples in the business : Beyonce Knowles & Jay - Z .

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In Rihanna's World

rihanna's photoshoot for W magazine .

*favoritee .

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get inspired .

yes , i said i would love you forever . but when forever runs out . i swear im fucking outta here .

love hangs on invisible strings .

i'd rather die on my feet than live on my knees .

i revealed soo much too soon , i was emotionally slutty .

color my life with chaos & trouble .

if you dont wear clothes other kids cant afford . then how will they envy you ?

friends aint what they used to be . where did all the blue skies go ?

what's the point of having wings if you're not going to use them to fly ?

sticks & stones may break my ones but acidic words burn the skin .

its all your fault . . . you called me beautiful .

*NEW ! cutee looks for boys , dont know why i didnt do this before .

a penny for your thoughts . a dollar for your insides . & a fortune for your soul .

someday love will find you .

* pete wentz . most stylish daddy on the planet .

if you're not going to go all the way . then why go at all ?

the best way to predict your future is to create it .

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photography .

* fucking CUTE ! i want theseeeee :]

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NEW MUSIC VIDEO'S

M.I.A new music video .
" there's space for ol dat i see "




kid sister's new music video
" right hand hi "

my sisters favorite band .

the two lesbo sisters .

Tiesto ft. Tegan & Sara

" Feel It In My Bones "

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what do you do .
 when the one you love .
 doesnt love you ?
& what do you say
when the one you love .
wont look your way ?
the best way to describe this feeling is . . .
like he shot me with my own gun .
& instead of taking me to the E.R .
he stood there & watched me squirm in pain with no sympathy in his eyes .
black tears running from my eyes .
i said " i love you " . but he had no reply .
& that last flinch . was my last goodbye .